Tonight, I feel like going down into memory lane. I'd like to say that most of the time I am spontaneous in certain aspects in life. I still remember one of my few crushes I had back in 2000 (the same year I met Popo) but I have to clarify here I don't even know him in person because I just saw him on TV. Hehe.This guy appeared on TV one day (to be precise the show was RSB). His name is Hazuan. My eyes were glued on him the first time I saw him in the "iklan" and it was not the real air time yet at that point in time. He's a Malaysian tennis player studying in States (if I'm not mistaken he was in Kentucky Uni and represents Malaysia and his university for every so called big matches there). His stories appeared few times in local newspapers and I even did all the paper cuttings and put it in a special file. How stupid I was when it comes to instant crushes.
What else did I do? I even recorded his appearance on RSB, waited everyday right in front of the TV for the "iklan" to air just to watch him over and over again till the day the episode actually aired, I even sent a letter to him by using his university address just to prove that I was his biggest fan. Hehe. Oh ya, I was a huge tennis fan last time plus I was my school's rep for tennis during my high school days and that explains why I was really into this HH guy. He was not really good looking, he got this kuyu eyes which makes him cute and what I like the most was he has this "slanga" when he speaks in BM (yabba dabba doo Tini may call it).
I found him in Friendster years back but his account was not even active and I'm sure he didn't even get the letter I sent him in 2000. Stupid me. That letter was also sent in hoping that I will get a reply from him and be considered as my belated birthday gift! How pathetic I was! Hehe and yet I'm not ashamed of what I did as I consider it as a beautiful memories that I "had" with him. Since name was Hazuan and mine is Nazuha (gedik!), therefore I love love his name and mine. Har har har.
I have few other crushes but I prefer them to be remained "silent". Big big one but I won't tell because most of my friends would know who he is and it is case sensitive. lol.
Till then. Last post before I go to Perth for Brit Brit ! Bye my darling friends. Don't miss moi (especially Najwa!). Britney, just please don't cancel your show and please be on time Britney, if not I'll have a swollen feet just waiting for hours for you to come out like what Sean Paul did!. If possible, I'll take few vids of her and of course lots of still photos (but my camera's zoom won't go that FAR, get what I mean?) Hehe.
Nitey niteeeeeee



